(Not that you care anymore or will believe me..)
I'm cutting the ties. I'm done with this. I don't need it, no one does not even you. After graduation I'm leaving the memories, the hurt, and rockford behind; it'll be like we never existed to each other. It'll be better. I'll be better. I can wish all I want for things to have been different but its too late for wishing.




- I like green eyes & hazel eyes most.

- I do not believe in a higher power. No Heaven nor Hell, No God nor Satan etc.

- Just because I don't believe in Religion doesn't mean that I don't have faith.

- I don't wear colors. I like neutrals. Navy blue, tan, black, gray, brown etc.

- I don't like brunettes unless the brown is a really dark chocolate shade.

- Taylor Lautner<3 mine.

- NCAA! Alabama Crimson Tide, Fighting Illini, Michigan Wolverines, Duke Blue Devils, & Notre Dame!

- NFL! Go Pack Go!


I LOVE YOU!


You've just got to show me this is all worth holding on to.

I want to meet a boy. One with genuine intentions. Thats all.
But I've fallen for someone, I suppose I'll just wait it out.


:I


I'm fightin' for this boy on the battlefield of love.
Baby, don't worry<3



Do you have your future children's names picked out?
I don't want children.

The last person to text you asks you out, you say?
YES. in a fucking heartbeat<3

How do you get rid of the hiccups?
I just wait for them to get rid of themselves.

Ever been in trouble with the police?
Ya, thanks mama.

Should girls shave their legs?
If you're not French I don't wanna hear any bullshit.

What do you want to be remembered for?
There's really nothing I could be remembered for.
Faith? Hope?

When you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning what's the first thing you say?
Good Morning.

How much cash do you have on you?:
$20

What's a word that rhymes with "TEST"?:
Rest.

Favorite Planet?:
Why would I have one of those?

What shirt are you wearing?:
my Rock Valley College hoodie minus shirt. lol

Do You "Label" Yourself?
no..

Bright Or Dark Room?:
Bright.

What did your last text message you received on your cell say?:
" <3 thanks baby :D "

What's a saying that you say a lot?:
"kay"

How Many Drugs Have You Done In The Past three Days?:
yeah, none.

Favorite age you have been so far?
none.

Have You Ever Tasted Beer?
talk about nashhhty.

Do You Like Your Whole Appearance?
yes.

Your parents are separated yeah?
never married, yeah!

One word to sum up your weekend?
blur.

Have you got a girlfriend right now?
um. i don't do that.

Do you still keep contact with your ex's?
no.

Mcdonalds, Chicken Treat, KFC, Red Rooster?
....what?

Who was the last person you high-fived?
chad? maybe.

Ever kept arguing even after you realized you were wrong?
yes. all the time.

Do you think you can love someone without trusting them?
yes.

Will this Friday be a good one?
I hope so!

Did anything "cute" happen in the last week?
Kevin<3

Have you ever copied someone else's homework?
Yessssss lol

Does your myspace password have to do with a boy/girl?
no.

Ten years from now where will you be?
Teaching your ass Humanities.

What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
College visits.

Interested in anyone?
if you only knew

Are you currently reading a book?
I finished it! <3

Don't cute little couples make you sick?
no

If you were on life support, would the last female you kissed come visit you?
seeing as how i don't kiss females..

Think back in April, how was your love life then?
shit.

Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling for?
to let me know who they are lol

Your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
no.

Have you kissed one person more than 20 times in 09?
no.

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
no.

Have you ever kissed someone who was high?
no.

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
no.

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
no.

Have you ever kissed somebody driving?
yes.

Are you someone who worries too often?
no.

Tell me where you were Saturday afternoon?
I don't remember.

Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
no.

Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
yes.

You kissed someone today, didn't you?
no.

Who was the last person to look at you like you were crazy?
Andi lollll

Have you ever spent the night in the hospital?
no.

Are you saving up money for anything in particular?
no.

Say something to one person, no names:
I love you.

The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
UGH

Have you lost anyone important in your life this year?
no.

What do you think of the most when you are alone?
being alone?

Do you find smoking cigarettes unattractive?
yes.

What's a fact about the last person that texted you?
I still feel for him the same way I always have through thick and thin<3

Has anyone said they loved you in the last week?
close enough.

What was the last movie you watched and with who?
The Princess Bride by myself.

Are you ready to get out of this town?
no.



and there's faith in love.
the future's just a few heartbeats away from disaster.


Love is a river of sacrifice.


You just called me and I hope you know I lose a piece of myself in you every time I hear your voice..
I don't even have to hear your voice for that to happen.
You make me weak but its ok because I'd never have it any other way.
Everyday I look back on us, indirectly of course, but it all fit so perfectly and we let it go.
I gave up and walked out just as you wanted me to but I did it for you not because I wanted it, not for me.
Because that's what you do when someone knocks you down but you didn't knock me down, I fell for you.
And now you're back again and everything else is too and I don't want you to leave ever again.
I'm ready to give my heart to you and I know you'll take it but I don't know that you're ready for it.
And I know you're going to leave again but before you do I'm going to tell you that I love you.
I'm not letting you leave one more time without that.
I'm ready, I've always been ready.



please & thank you.