It's been half a year, still without you here and the only one it bothers seems to be myself. We've not seen each other in say 2 months now because of the third "child" you choose to care for. But caring is just as much a fine line as love and hate, to care you have to love and vice versa. Let me show you your line: You care. You love. You bust your ass everyday for someone who doesn't care, doesn't love you back. And don't think that for a moment he has, wants to, or ever will. That's ludicrous in all developments of such ideas. Now, I cannot make you learn this, learning is a voluntary task and you've proved how involuntary you can be by staying in that wretched state of mind, in that wretched household. Mother, your house is not a home.


Last Christmas I gave you my heart but there very next day you threw it away.
This Christmas I'll give it to someone special.

[x] Coach Shoes
[x] Puma Shoes
[x] 'Bama Gear
[x] PINK hoodie
[x] Guess belt
[ ] Money
[ ] Boy<3

Bring my boy to me for Christmas. I'd give it all up for him.









Merry Christmas List!



(Not that you care anymore or will believe me..)
I'm cutting the ties. I'm done with this. I don't need it, no one does not even you. After graduation I'm leaving the memories, the hurt, and rockford behind; it'll be like we never existed to each other. It'll be better. I'll be better. I can wish all I want for things to have been different but its too late for wishing.




- I like green eyes & hazel eyes most.

- I do not believe in a higher power. No Heaven nor Hell, No God nor Satan etc.

- Just because I don't believe in Religion doesn't mean that I don't have faith.

- I don't wear colors. I like neutrals. Navy blue, tan, black, gray, brown etc.

- I don't like brunettes unless the brown is a really dark chocolate shade.

- Taylor Lautner<3 mine.

- NCAA! Alabama Crimson Tide, Fighting Illini, Michigan Wolverines, Duke Blue Devils, & Notre Dame!

- NFL! Go Pack Go!


I LOVE YOU!


You've just got to show me this is all worth holding on to.

I want to meet a boy. One with genuine intentions. Thats all.
But I've fallen for someone, I suppose I'll just wait it out.


:I